~~~ JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY~~~

ME: Hey does ur lil one know how to read food and ingredient labels? I think im going to start it with my kids! We may start calorie counting x exercise burn cal.

HIM: She likes to read 'em sometimes..likes reading the forecast more
HIM: My lil one is also really into the legos I got her for x-mas

ME: Lol i mean read and understand what it means.. hmm. I just want my kids to be more self sufficient so the can make wiser choices, one that are intune to what they feel is good for them and those around. Venture out with ideas and connect and inspire as they be inspired! When they hang with kids.. i want them to be able to help others &sway focus on growth of ideas and projects instead of drugs or disobeying/lawbreaking. Laugh.. give a warm hug with words. Be confident so fear wont hold them back when people question their creativity or try to bring them down. I want for them to be able to share wisdom and love ppl even when they moody.. go out of their way sometimes to bring a smile.. and say u know.. you are awesome even if u think u are less, because we all play an important role in this world in ways we cant even begin to count and all i need for you to know is im glad to know you... even its all said with just a hug on a nucky day! Xoxo lovethemanyways

HIM: Absolutely love this!!!

ME: Do u ever wonder how much of what you do will help them achieve.. that big glob of gooey happiness? I do, often.

HIM: Yep

ME: Legos ...love making castles! D gets crazy creative with legos. Tt once made a tower that reached my ceiling in the kitchen out of videotapes. I have pics... the happiness i feel as i reflect radiates so bright it burns holes in the film script of my mind.. leaving me excited to encourage more learning & exploring.
We are talking about how much a male cat having kittens is worth! And  what came first chicken egg? Tt is tracing her numbers. We made a deal ....some writing practice then she gets to pick a musicvideo to dance to, practice & etc. Then reading!

I recall a question from a teacher at school during a meeting.. "what do you want for Damian 5yrs from now?"

I started with how it is hard to think that far ahead, but with a brief pause ... HAPPY!
What they do, feel, accomplish, etc is theirs to define, but I know happy is a place where magic lives and sparks of life fly.. and everything feels like it will be alright no matter what happens!! HAPPY
Xoxoladyk

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~~~~~~ JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY~~~~~~

..makes me think of a song.. Leona Lewis might be able to help me out!! Where u at girl? ;-)
LEONA LEWIS - HAPPY


"Happy"

[Verse 1:]
Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything
Don't you take chances
Might feel the pain
Don't you love in vain
Cause love won't set you free
I can't stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

[Chorus:]
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i'm just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah

[Verse 2:]
Holding on tightly
Just can't let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear, ohh
But all these days, they feel like they're the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me out of here
I can't stand by your side, ohh no
And watch this life pass me by, pass me by

[Chorus:]
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i'm just trying to be happy, ohh, happy, ohh

[Bridge:]
So any turns that I can't see,
like I'm a stranger on this road
But don't say victim
Don't say anything

[Chorus:]
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me

[Outro:]
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, yeah, happy, ohh, happy
I just wanna be, ohh
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, happy

OF THE MOMENT

I press my cheek to her cheek.. the best my face will reach from behind her as she giggles in my lap.

"No, no nonono.." she repeats in protest as i type these words one handedly on the cell phone.. (i told her i was writing about our very moment)

There is no way to keep up with our moments ..well verbal writing. She has already moved onward, pounced to get her Pricess Bell bank. She is well in the process of showing me all the change she has filled her with.. my change! But my heart has no desire for such material clangor.. no... no...
No my smile grows watching her play.. and practice her newly perfected skill of counting.

I watch..glancing screen to her.. linger longer on her. My eyes start to fill with exceeding joy, in the form of warm wet beads of shimmery liquid. It seems my heart couldn't contain the massive surge of ... Loveeeee

She is hugging me

Sorry had to embrace that one fully. ;-)

I have 5 mins to finish writing. She wants to get on and watch something on youtube while I meditate for 30mins. We have some clothing folding and letter practice to do after our break.

I like to give my kids a break after school, that is if they can continue to shift with ease. Although, I admit, this one is more for me as the headache just won't ease off. I think I may of over done it with the 2 & 1/2 MILE jog to therapy in this wintery weather! Yes, it is flurrying, but I couldn't resist the challenge. I'm too stubborn for my own good! Hahahaha

Thankyou Frank 'giggle' Eagle... haha (still think giggle would of been just as awesome!) THANKYOU for the ride the way back.. the temp did drop quite a bit. Your act of pure kindness helps strengthen my belief in the love&compassion of mankind!!! You have made a friend and are

Okok time is way up.. my 5 yr old is getting better with that time.
Now she has us both cracking up with this weird app take records and changes your voice.

Ahh and my son comes in ..with sour burps.. deadly! Lol tata

XoxoLadyk

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