Sunday, March 9, 2014

Emotional Adventure in Windows 8

B-) feeling good trying to contain the excitement :-P so i dont lick my new laptop:-) cute but lets get this started. 

:| After an hour of reading paper instructions, smelling newness and fighting cats mainly their fur away... very aware of the mind buzz as i sit watching the screen dots play catch with each other as the screen lights up for the first time ...
:-\ really? Is that another hour to read 3 license user agreements.. smashed in a box that is set up so i have to scroll 2x top to bottom to read each column..?  :-/ yes. 
:"> Bleep..
:-D at least the touch screen is beautifully working
Sometime in reading... =-O what r u kidding me?  You wont go into detail ..give me a link.. but i have to agree before i can connect to internet to read that!  :O no! I will not be strayed...
Day 3 O:) mm i read most.. :| but this windows 8.. :-\ gonna take a bit to get used to!

WINDOWS 8.1 "PLEASE READ SO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU ARE AGREEING TO"
... :'(
:-D rofl WINDOWS YOU DO NOT FAIL TO AMUSE ... B-) Did you get tired of the criticism because people did not read before? Did ya give full details this time?

FOUND THIS LOST IN OLD TEXT. SEEMS I HAVE A NATURAL ABILITY TO AMUSE MYSELF.. MAYBE SOMEONE WILL BE AMUSED TOO. CHEERS!

Ps. Still not sure how i feel about Windows 8, but i heard certain windows media player features now have to be paid for vs getting them free with older versions.. and I find it somewhat disappointing. Oh well ..onward pony! ;-)

***pic had nothing to do with topic.. just found it amusing also. My daughter and her new pompoms from her Birthday!

Thursday, February 13, 2014

THE GIFT OF LAUGHTER & LOVE FOR VALENTINES AND EVERYDAY

Maybe it's just the fact that Valentines is tomorrow or the laughter has me feeling kinda high, but I found this insect sorta romantic...... hysterically.

DUNG BEETLE

---- "after a mating pair is established, the female often attaches herself to the dungball chariot and the male rolls them away from the dungball pile!"

---- "along the way he must face challengers who seek to claim his turd-ball, the ensuing battle sometimes lasting for hours"

Who said chivalry is dead? They know nothing of the sort!

----"the female then lays her eggs inside the dungball and then seals them up, using more dung, saliva, and her own feces... just for good measure." :-)

IF TIME AND ATTENTION ARE THE MOST PRECIOUS GIFTS TO GIVE SOMEONE, I RECOMMEND SOAKING IT WITH LAUGHTER! SO ANY OF YOU LAST MINUTE V-DAY'ERS NEED A GOOD PLACE TO START HERE WE GO...

WAKE THEM UP GIGGLING....
PASS A GIGGLE ALONG...
WRITE A SILLY LOVE NOTE..
SING A SILLY SONG...
BLESS THEM WITH YOUR FUNNIEST FACE..
MAKE FOOD WITH A CRAZY ONE TOO..
TELL A SILLY ADVENTURE STORY..
SURPRISE THEM WITH SOME WILD JOKES..
PAINT HILARIOUS PICTURES..
AND TAKE SOME TOO..
DRESS UP IN WHATEVER
DANCE TO A DIFFERENT TUNE...
DARE TO BE COMPLETELY RIDICULOUS...

SHOW THEM HOW TO..
LIVE LAUGH LOVE..

MORE FUNNY VIDEOS
http://www.youtube.com/user/zefrank1/videos

Expanding education on the dung beetle
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dung_beetle

TRUE FACTS ABOUT THE DUNG BEETLE  
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q1zbgd6xpGQ

True Facts About The Aye Aye

True facts about the AYE AYE

Remember if someone gives you the middle finger they just might be hungry.. or a total a$$uhhh. A must watch! lol worthy!





Wednesday, February 12, 2014

DESIRE & DESTINY DAY 1 - WHO AM I

Just begin again (repost) DAY 1 -WHO AM I?
Started another round of Deepak Chopra & Oprah's 21-day meditations DESIRE & DESTINY and this poem from while back kept repeating... IN COLORS!

I AM
I am creative energy
Paused in breath
Amped and ready
When I say YES
I am flowing thought
Bountiful and free
Expressed in action
Life in and out of thee
I am a pLaYfUL child
Born of wonder and delight
Exploring with my senses
Energy Unite
I am EXPLOSIVE
Intensive pleasure
A passionate Radiant being
One cannot begin to measure
I am soft and flowing
Elegantly Bright
Gracefully DANCING
In the golden light
I am in-tuned and mystical
An adventurous creature
Grounded while flying
My magnetic feature
I AM CREATIVE ENERGY
Only a breath
LABEL me whatever
I'll simply say YES
...And then I'll begin again..
CaReFrEe me
LOVE,
Xoxok

Inspired while dancing to Lindsey Sterling - ELEMENTS
Watch "Elements - Lindsey Stirling (Dubstep Violin Original Song)" on YouTube  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sf6LD2B_kDQ

Thoughts For Contemplation

HIM: Anyway when I originally took my phone out to text u I was gonna say........
HOLY SHIT YOU'RE MAGNIFICENT!!!

(30 mins later)
HIM: Anyway when I originally took my phone out to text u I was gonna say........
HOLY SHIT YOU'RE MAGNIFICENT!!!

ME: There was a sheriff following the bus.. i wonder.. lol. Alot. Hmm we forgot to put up the blankets. And it seems like someones needing to be acknowledged. U sent it 2x. :-D well damn i guess i need to believe it. Humility says 'i am whatever u say i am, if i wasnt then why would i say i am, in the paper, the news everyday i am, i dont know thats just the way i am!'

HIM: Lol 'I'm so sick and tired of being admired that I wish that I would just die or get fired'

ME: That sounds sad.. i could imagine the pressure,
......being admired but still feeling no relief inside because you r fighting ur own inner fires... and so many dont understand so they call u crazy, criticize, wonder why u cant just appreciate the admiration ... and the whole time they are not getting the point that they keep making/taking everything personal, like its a crime to not reciprocate their behavior or actions, in a timely fashion, or the way they want it....  when the fact remains that we always get to choose, and neither controls the other, so take it or leave it ..... but affirmation comes only when one believes in one self, and if we are all one then they are a reminder of what you've done or could do, so you write these things down, looking at self, trying to express and create, what they choose to hate because you no longer exceed their expectation, give them the rush they want to feed themselves, so they judge before they realize the damage they done.. to OURSELVES.


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Thankyou for the mental stimulation!
Eminem - 'The Way I Am'
Onelove

Thursday, January 23, 2014

~~~ JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY~~~

ME: Hey does ur lil one know how to read food and ingredient labels? I think im going to start it with my kids! We may start calorie counting x exercise burn cal.

HIM: She likes to read 'em sometimes..likes reading the forecast more
HIM: My lil one is also really into the legos I got her for x-mas

ME: Lol i mean read and understand what it means.. hmm. I just want my kids to be more self sufficient so the can make wiser choices, one that are intune to what they feel is good for them and those around. Venture out with ideas and connect and inspire as they be inspired! When they hang with kids.. i want them to be able to help others &sway focus on growth of ideas and projects instead of drugs or disobeying/lawbreaking. Laugh.. give a warm hug with words. Be confident so fear wont hold them back when people question their creativity or try to bring them down. I want for them to be able to share wisdom and love ppl even when they moody.. go out of their way sometimes to bring a smile.. and say u know.. you are awesome even if u think u are less, because we all play an important role in this world in ways we cant even begin to count and all i need for you to know is im glad to know you... even its all said with just a hug on a nucky day! Xoxo lovethemanyways

HIM: Absolutely love this!!!

ME: Do u ever wonder how much of what you do will help them achieve.. that big glob of gooey happiness? I do, often.

HIM: Yep

ME: Legos ...love making castles! D gets crazy creative with legos. Tt once made a tower that reached my ceiling in the kitchen out of videotapes. I have pics... the happiness i feel as i reflect radiates so bright it burns holes in the film script of my mind.. leaving me excited to encourage more learning & exploring.
We are talking about how much a male cat having kittens is worth! And  what came first chicken egg? Tt is tracing her numbers. We made a deal ....some writing practice then she gets to pick a musicvideo to dance to, practice & etc. Then reading!

I recall a question from a teacher at school during a meeting.. "what do you want for Damian 5yrs from now?"

I started with how it is hard to think that far ahead, but with a brief pause ... HAPPY!
What they do, feel, accomplish, etc is theirs to define, but I know happy is a place where magic lives and sparks of life fly.. and everything feels like it will be alright no matter what happens!! HAPPY
Xoxoladyk

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~~~~~~ JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY~~~~~~

..makes me think of a song.. Leona Lewis might be able to help me out!! Where u at girl? ;-)
LEONA LEWIS - HAPPY


"Happy"

[Verse 1:]
Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything
Don't you take chances
Might feel the pain
Don't you love in vain
Cause love won't set you free
I can't stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

[Chorus:]
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i'm just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah

[Verse 2:]
Holding on tightly
Just can't let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear, ohh
But all these days, they feel like they're the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me out of here
I can't stand by your side, ohh no
And watch this life pass me by, pass me by

[Chorus:]
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i'm just trying to be happy, ohh, happy, ohh

[Bridge:]
So any turns that I can't see,
like I'm a stranger on this road
But don't say victim
Don't say anything

[Chorus:]
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me

[Outro:]
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, yeah, happy, ohh, happy
I just wanna be, ohh
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, happy

Thursday, January 9, 2014

Blessings in Meows

They wouldn't let me sort paperwork, but after some silly play, they were more than happy to meditate with me! #Love #Iamblessed #connected #one

(Now only if i could get them to stop seeing toilet time as lap petting time lol! but then again.. i might miss it ;-) #unconditionallove ) <3

MEOW/bark(although she knows not a difference.. so rrrreow as i hear her say)
XOXOK

Write me a love Poem

Take a slow deep breath and close your eyes.. like that breath is connected to a line that pulls blinds sealing your mind in stillness

When you breathe out be sure to push out any emotions at play so u can feel the space inside your being ..

Breathe calmness

Breathe again and see the darkness begin to waver gently, silently
Like silky water gliding with a blow from your breath

Deep breath ..stillness again

Notice a leaf falling and landing on the surface, creating tiny rolling ripples outward
Smile in awe as more come to say hello and put on a show
Ebb flow, dance go

Let your head roll as you dance to the blissful tune that only your heart can feel as echoes from each leaf hitting.. gradually take over

See yourself at the pond enjoying your creative play
Expand your view to take in a bigger view..
Trees, flowers, plants a many surround you in your quiet place of sweet surrender
Wrapping you in warm energy of love
Feeding
Renewing
Soothing

This is where you will find me
You are welcome to join
If you can find your way
Past yourself

If we can find a way
Past ourselves

Onelove

Now breathe

Saturday, December 21, 2013

Instigate a Mind Fuck

Instigation
I like that word. LOVE the ideas my mind plays with when pondering that word.
Love words ..creating images.. changing them, shaping them, molding.
Love not understanding til you do.
Love being instigated ...(is that proper use? Lol expand in it anyway)

Lately it has occurred to me that ...I can choose to see ecstasy in words.. feel ecstasy with words. Stories can be wonderful or tormenting or wonderfully tormenting ....choose. The macro can excite the fascination of your own bewilderment; yet the micro focus reveals it is mere verbal cognition,  that stimulates a reaction. Words you give the meaning.
Be proactive. Love it. Get enthused. Be amused. Choose.

Soon you stop choosing and... well.. you may be in love with words... find yourself sexually stimulated with people who can engage your mind so much that you love claiming ignorance when you listen to them speak... write.. sing. They offer a gift for you to unwrap when your inquisitive self won't stop feeding. Their words mentally bitch slap you, demanding your attention; turning you on in every which way... you almost beg for more (consciously and unconsciously).
Heart racing
Body sweaty
mind-full
Breathless

...built up heavy

Pleeeeease continune, I'm not finished
Tell me again
The idea hasn't peaked
Throw in volume, rhythm, colors, tone
Paint me a picture
Throw me in overload
Ecstasy
Bliss

Best thing about this deeper awareness, is that YOU create it all! Not them.
Change your mind and change it again! Think, create, expand.... instigate!
Play nice
.....or not. ;-)

Cheers! Xmas! Love love!
xoxoladyk

P.s. Dance even if no one else can hear your tune... it's liberating!!

Tuesday, December 10, 2013

Go against the grain. Proof you never know what to expect.

Proof that going against the grain can still be fruitful!!!

Real application filled out by an elderly and was hired for his hilarity!

(Neighbor printed it out for me to remind me to keep pushing forward and enjoy every moment! Never really know what may come out of it!)

Thankyou

LOVE LOVE LOVE

Xoxok

Monday, December 9, 2013

Free Audiobook / ebook "AS A MAN THINKETH" - James Allen

Free audiobook + ebook of AS A MAN THINKETH by James allen

http://www.booksshouldbefree.com/book/as-a-man-thinketh-by-james-allen

Come enlighten yourself with this free Audiobook!!! Many more awesome classics!

My heart rejoices as in with all the focused effort.. i shall not be of greater purpose than that of mother teaching her child the wisdom of how to master himself...create his life... bow to his own struggle and learn from himself in grace and peace and forgiving love that spouts from his own cultivated thoughts. We are one step further.. as he willingly joined me, listening to the audiobook "AS A MAN THINKETH" James allen

So the story begins..

My mind won't sit still!
I run through so many to-dos, past events, probably, faces of emotion without names, what if and where do I begin?! Many sequences replaying while desperately trying to check any missing details as frames freeze in minds eye point of view. My heart pulsates the warm blood through my veins faster.. faster! I question if it's anger or a misinterpreted heat advancement of pure adrenaline as my soul longs to rest with gentle forward movements, but the more my mind flutters the more everything awakens to the reality of being alive.

How does one control this power?

I have watched myself flip-flop in loving torment as the scales of balance never seem quite accurate.

Struggle doesn't seem quite the fit of this aware understanding. Flowing seems too passive in any approach.

And then, the foggy gray misty sky, somehow convinces self to soothe in safety of a suppressing barrier. Subdued momentarily, this lavishing chaos.

She smiles.

The rain begins to pour...  inside her head.

XoxoLadyk

I have an obsession with chewy chocolate chip cookies!

Mmmm that sweet, yummy, chunky, chewy, chocolaty, ewwww goodness!
Chewy chocolate chip cookies!!!!

Oh my of all the things i could write about.. I stuck with these new hunger pain for a sugar overdose. Great! (I wonder if sarcasm should be a new hobby as ive been picking up on that today.. (kids movies even))

Ahh laid here 30 mins in the dark conversating the perpetual stories with myself ...again I see cookies. Mm great for a smile, as i have trained myself to crack out in laughter or shift an uneasy focus instantly with just the mere mention to the word cookie (yep there's that smile)... but dang.. no sweets to midnight snack on and ...uhhps im already giggling.

I wonder if anyone else would be willing or already does.. spend like ..umm 100.00 straight just on cookies, so they can have one always on hand

Okay, so it seems we may have a ruling on subject matter.. as my daughter decided to roll to her back, swat her hand down and protest a loud NOOO!
Shes sleeping.. and i think I 've been mumbling all this in my head..
Can she read my mind..? 'dundundundunnnnnn'

Actually I do believe that No was meant for the kitten that is trying to snuggle in the middle of us 2 in bed. We still have our legs intertwined  together,  but my arm needed breathing room as I meticulously peck at these screened key on my cell phone. (Err kris why do you insist on doing things the difficult way?.. lol don't answer that.)

Cookie! ;-)

Ahh yes, my dear cookies! I will come get you and savor every morsel that passes my lips.

Just let me get better.. and my daughter. We are both sick. I have atleast thanked the moment, allah, god, the spiritual realm.. ---- fill in the blank with what you prefer... yes thanked that 500 times this past week. Thanked them all.. for my bed! Then, the kids, cats.. err catdog daisy, heat, togetherness, love, tender smiles and lots of giggles whenever we were awake to attempt to eat! Almost cried tears of sweet joy when I awoke and both my babies were cuddled so tightly, wrapping arms, holding me... and a kitten at my head, yawning her morning breath at me! (Yeah, that smell will stop ya in flowing though for a moment)

Most if all I was thankful for SLEEP. I MEAN SOLID FUCK-YOU I AM NOT GETTING UP kind of sleep.. well me allowing myself the time to heal with sleep and making my kids relax to sleep..(moreso d for tt was ready)

And Orion has jumped up searching for my hands. A picture of my big baby Onyx flashed... brothers.. hmmm
Onyx passed last month.. i love you! My baby!

Yep and another kitten.. what the? She came and smelled my eyeball. Don't ask.. i have no idea.. whatsoever! Just checking on me, I guess..

I'm hungry.. cookieeeeeees!

XoxoLadykoxoX

Tuesday, November 19, 2013

1, 2, 3, 4, I Declare Thumb War

How many times do you think you should ask someone to pick their stuff up? How many times before you pick it up yourself?

The answer is up to you.. only you know the reasons, the situation, the chances and your patience. And what worked before might not work again. Or you may be just ready to make a huge ass impact!!!

My kids.. god knows how much I love my babies. My very capable, awesome, creatively, wonderful.... wonderfully messy, sometimes irresponsible, careless children. (AND SOME THOUGHT THEY WERE PERFECT ANGELS!!) Lol

My kids are perfectly imperfect, just like me ..and i wouldn't change it for the world!!! LOVE YOU 2!

BUT, with all that love.. i must teach them about

Thursday, November 14, 2013

Exciting the Excited

Ahhhh. LOVE LOVE LOVE

Mind going a million miles.. full if grand ideas. Desires pouring out ...soooo excited I wanna cry!

I wanna dance and I wanna show the world! INSPIRE others to open up their MIND BODY SOUL spirit.

I wanna read a million books, get lost in an island of fantasy, learn the ideas of the greats and write my own story..stories!!!! (That counts as 2 right?)

Ok ... read- experience
+
Write my own

I want to mother.. a natural thing for me...

Kids and animals.. guide with love, encourage them to not limit their dreams and passions!

Plants and greenery.. i can sit for hours talking to the plants....giving off my loving energy!
(Don't be so quick to judge.. there are studies of growth in plants in a household full of loving talk, hugs, giggles, playful caring vs a house full of arguing, tension, yelling, screaming, fighting. Which house do u think the plants thrived longer in?)

I want to connect but not lose myself like I often do, when I listen to those voices in my head that say Im unworthy, or stupid because I upset someone. I KNOW I AM NONE OF THOSE AND LEARNING THOSE WORDS WERE POINTLESS.. i shall ask why when i hear people speak them!!!

Write about vocabulary ..and why or why not to keep expanding. Vent my confusion with the paradox of this feat.. and since neither can be prevented on global level..or can it.. haha limitless. Well, individual choice it what everything boils down too.

There is no thought of the world, idea, view, words to communicate.. without the self first. If you never expanded... if you didnt know you.. oh my goodness

I keep picturing a baby watching the world..with eyes wide open! A mind at ease, in a sense of no vocabulary, no words for that voice in their brain to vocalize a thought..

But what do u teach? The brain wants to know, do more, explore more.. naturally, so it will pick something up. Environment can be limited for young but how does one start an enlightened adventure for them.. can I even say that? Lol I just did but enlightenment is of self.. awareness.. gzzz how do i word that? I can not know it for them.. they will know it for themselves and dig further with their own questions..own quest.

Aww then my heart aches.. for those little children who grow up only knowing limits or an angry home or violence and hate or too busy parents... too busy to talk about love and freedom of choice and respect but NOT losing your voice..or your right to learn from experience and form your own opinion!!!

...I used to think that not being able to remember much of my childhood past was a problem throughout the yrs.. (I was taught that) .. but now I'm thankful. I NO LONGER LIVE THERE INSIDE..THAT IS WHY IT LEAVES ME. I AM HERE IN THE PRESENT shaping my future. Even as I write.. I know I'm choosing this ..even now.. now..haha.

I also know past still flares up quite often, and disconnecting the emotions as I view those experiences, is getting easier.

I think about when my son had therapy.. (awesomely nice ladies!!!! Thankyou) :-)
Umm yeah.. haha drifted on them a bit

But .. therapy.. there was this time when they were focused on him learning emotions.. expressing them, labeling them, recognizing it in others, etc. Amongst all that, I hoped I could help him see that our job is not to always guess what someone is feeling.  Assuming someones emotions is not always a good thing, and asking gives that person a chance to clarify or recognize their own. 

(haha "always, never". Those words are losing their edge. Time to redefine them into my meaning)
...(gzzz and suddenly "being a leader" takes on another meaning)

Sooo my head hurts.. and I really want to create a new project to change things up for my kids. ENCOURAGE GROWTH OF UPLIFTING AND ...dare i say it.. POSITIVE VOCABULARY,  SO MAYBE THAT VOICE IN THEIR HEAD CAN BEGIN TO USE THOSE WORDS INSTEAD OF THOSE ...UMM errr negative words.

Gzz i need to come to terms with those words. Still trying to reframe their meaning in my own sense.

See good/bad, right/wrong, positive/negative... Inside i see them as labels to simplify or generalize most things that are just self preferences of LIKING OR DISLIKING something. Unfortunately, I can't help but notice how people get so hell bent(upset) of the idea of what they believe is good/bad etc, etc.

It's choice.. individual choice! Omy.. another moment. A rush of Buddha, Thich nhat, Jesus, Deepak..(and Oprah.. lol yes you have been more in focus with this 21 day Meditation Challenge!)
   And, Everyone who mentions PEACE. The possibility is there.. but the idea of it has to change. With freewill there is choice for everything. No one can control anyone.. ONLY YOU CONTROL YOURSELF! <----I have often spoke of this.... but now... "peace must start within for any chance of world peace", absolutely makes sense!
FIND PEACE INSIDE ..TIME FOR SELF IS NOT SELFISH. ITS NECESSARY

LOL and I'm back where I started..

Now i want to quote that one .... umm through all our travels.. we shall come back to the beginning seeing it for the first time.

FLOW.. NOTICE AND GO.. TO LET GO ..DON'T JUDGE .. Listen and go..

Learning to flow is essential in the concept of peace.. meditation.. and my mind just flooded with a million thoughts..

FLOW ..

Ohhh i want to play with those thoughts, but my head feels like its going to explode!!! AND I tell my mind to quiet.. but, "hurt so bad that it feels so good"..haha, keeps playing.

What do i want?
STOP

Come join me in DAY 3 of the CHOPRACENTERMEDITATION.com

XoxoLadykoxoX

Mmm a song chimed in.. Dance? Dance first. ;-)

Tuesday, November 12, 2013

OF THE MOMENT

I press my cheek to her cheek.. the best my face will reach from behind her as she giggles in my lap.

"No, no nonono.." she repeats in protest as i type these words one handedly on the cell phone.. (i told her i was writing about our very moment)

There is no way to keep up with our moments ..well verbal writing. She has already moved onward, pounced to get her Pricess Bell bank. She is well in the process of showing me all the change she has filled her with.. my change! But my heart has no desire for such material clangor.. no... no...
No my smile grows watching her play.. and practice her newly perfected skill of counting.

I watch..glancing screen to her.. linger longer on her. My eyes start to fill with exceeding joy, in the form of warm wet beads of shimmery liquid. It seems my heart couldn't contain the massive surge of ... Loveeeee

She is hugging me

Sorry had to embrace that one fully. ;-)

I have 5 mins to finish writing. She wants to get on and watch something on youtube while I meditate for 30mins. We have some clothing folding and letter practice to do after our break.

I like to give my kids a break after school, that is if they can continue to shift with ease. Although, I admit, this one is more for me as the headache just won't ease off. I think I may of over done it with the 2 & 1/2 MILE jog to therapy in this wintery weather! Yes, it is flurrying, but I couldn't resist the challenge. I'm too stubborn for my own good! Hahahaha

Thankyou Frank 'giggle' Eagle... haha (still think giggle would of been just as awesome!) THANKYOU for the ride the way back.. the temp did drop quite a bit. Your act of pure kindness helps strengthen my belief in the love&compassion of mankind!!! You have made a friend and are

Okok time is way up.. my 5 yr old is getting better with that time.
Now she has us both cracking up with this weird app take records and changes your voice.

Ahh and my son comes in ..with sour burps.. deadly! Lol tata

XoxoLadyk

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Tuesday, November 5, 2013

DEAR ONYX, I LOVE YOU... GOODBYE

11-5-2013 ONYX- mommies big baby!
I was going to do a beautiful design in his honor, but it seems my facebook got the bulk of my emotional release. I just want to post so he can watch my blog.. and haunt those who have ill intent! BEWARE!!!! XOXOLADYKOXOX